Unfortunately, I’ve had too much to say that I have not said anything. Nor written it. and today there is no better time than 5:18 am on 5/18 to say exactly how I feel. Well not exactly, but I will say this. Change is the one thing that I have not gotten used to.
Change has frequented its way into our lives without our permission or consent. Without enough preparation or adequate time to make us ready for it. There is only one thing to do….”Keep Calm and Carry On”.
Big sighs from my heart. As my life is yet again changing. And yet I find myself lost for words. I guess I will have to write them along the journey. The only thing that comes to mind is this one truth and unchangeable fact that will rest and steady my soul until I open my eyes in heaven.
‘And WE KNOW that all things work together for GOOD for those who LOVE God, who are called according to His purpose.” Romans 8:28
Hope this will strengthen your heart as well.
Anchored in Zion
A year ago. I remember it as if it was yesterday. It was my day off from my job as a Nutritionist, I was hanging out with my bestie and I received a call from my job that released me from my position. For no “valid” reason. I was distraught and worried. Oh boy was it a tough year for me. A young woman, trying to find her way through life and trying to follow her dreams the best way she knew how. But God had another plan. That release, released me further into my purpose. My job was training ground, and truthfully I was relieved. It was by far one of the hardest things I had to endure mentally. I wasn’t relieved that I didn’t have a consistent check, but I was relieved that my time of training was over. I was relieved that I could move on to something else.
Great. Hard. Challenging. Growing period in my life and now it was on to the next challenge that would take me to low valleys and dessert places that dared to take my hope and praise away.
Today, yesterday actually, I walked freely along the seaside of a beach in Essex,England. Smiling, running, enjoying my family. Today, i am in awe of the greatness of God in my life. Yesterday, I smiled. What He has in store for me is more than I could ever imagine. The dreams He has for me are bigger than I have penned.
” if I could touch somebody as I walk along, then my living shall not be in vain”
Anchored in Zion